Hm..How do I sum up such a dreadful sounding title? Well..In short, this serialized novella is part one of a new piece of fiction I am trying to compose. It is my abrupt vision of the future..bleak..confusing..in dire need of a hero..or heroine..to pull the populace back into the rays of the saving sun..But every tale of hope has to begin with a cry of sorrow..hence..Dear Agony..Won’t you join me on this new adventure as it unfolds? (Note: Please realize everything written is in draft mode…subject to typos and all kinds of editing calamities..I must lay down the tracks before I can build the entire railroad)…Lenise :~)
Write til my fingers cramp
Write about everything
Every little story that comes to mind
Write til the words live on their own
Write til I can feel my heart beat again
Write til the possibilities don’t scare me anymore
Write til the veil is lifted…
Twilight gone…sun beams break free
Write til I feel the kiss of forever
So sweet…the angels weep
Write til I find what I’m looking for…….
Til I embrace what
What..I will be.
Tell me how to forget you. Tell me how to make this longing go away. Tell me how to let go, to force away the memory. I want to breathe a sigh of freedom. My soul needs reviving air. How much more must I drown sinking hopes in dreamy words..of others – not strong enough to live my own – until mercy cuts me loose from haunting shadows, neatly buried for all earthly time. Just once. Tell me. Show me. Step away from slippery dreams. Stand forward in reality. No more wandering. Abandoned. Here. Alone.